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Name: JEREMY a.k.a Jemz 040194 Age: 15years of age(only!) School: Kuo Chuan Presbyterian Secondary School Church: Holy Spirit Church Church Ministry: FUEL(Forever United in thE Lord) Phone Model: SonyEricssonG900 iLove: all my bros&sis FOREVER! &987fm&Music&Food&myReligion&myFamily! I wanna be: a Radio DJ/Presenter/Producer in the near future! Wishes: - Visit the San Francisco Golden Gates bridge - Stay close to my siblings FOREVER - Peace in my family FOREVER - EVIL will cease to exist(the world would be perfect!) - To stay in Through-Train till O's - my art skills to improve to an A+ -to loose weight&grow taller - MY WISHES TO ALL COME TRUE!:)
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
STRESSED!
I've got less than one week to study for my finals! I've not started REALLY 'revising'. I'm only 15% done with my so-called revision, what should I do? I feel like giving up at times. But I will always tell myself that if I can do well, I'll get to go to San Francisco. Unfortunately sometimes it just doesn't work! The stress is just piling every single day. I really need the Lord's help. Without His help, i'm not sure if i can stay in through-train. My maths suck like hell. The rest of the other subjects are only boderline, I could fail or pass by the cow's tail anytime. I'm afraid that my GFA would not pull my total grade up if i fail my finals! Nowadays, i've been sacrifising almost 5 hours of my sleep just to study. I hope it works. But i think its not really working. I'm really REALLY afraid i'll get out of through-train!! Everyone says I WILL NOT get kicked out, & my chances of getting kicked out is 5%? That's NOT TRUE! Only I know myself better and where I stand in the class and level. sighs, i'm just very stressed, confused and unconfident.
Lord, please give me the motivation, strength and proper attitude to study hard till the day I take my exams. Also, please impart me with your knowledge so that I can absorb what I learn, read and memorise from today onwards. I'm sure with your help, I'll be able to do well! Amen!
As I lay me down Heaven hear me now Im lost without a cause After giving it my all Winter storms have come And darkened my sun After all that I've been through Who on earth can I turn to.....
this week has been super stressful. at times, i really do feel like giving up man. to be honest, i've only started revising 15% of what's gonna be tested for the 'long-awaited' EOYs! Anyways, my aunt just told me that IF I CAN STAY IN THROUGH-TRAIN and not drop to N(A), I CAN GO TO SAN FRANCISCO TO SPEND MY CHRISTMAS THIS YEAR! therefore, whenever i think of giving up, i'll think of the Golden Gate Bridge! HAHAHA :)
have a great weekend! Peace&Love, Jeremy =)
1:02 AM
Saturday, September 19, 2009
HIATUS!
FREEd was awesome man! it was a success pictures and stuff are on my facebook account! :) HEHE.
These few days has been very stressful for me; peer pressure from friends, pressure at home and family problems. Yes, those are probably the typical stuff that teens go through. But i guess mine is seriously worst than the average problems that you know of. (my siblings would have known, coz i confided in y'all. thanks for the help man! without y'all, i would DIE) & I'M NOT ALLOWED TO GO FOR FUEL UNTIL EXAMS ARE OVER! CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT? FARK!
Anyways, i'll be going on a hiatus till my exams are over. But when i'm free and stuff, i'll update more and post MV(s) alright(i'll try to post once, twice or thrice before my exams)? I really need a super long break man! sighs... anyways, y'all can still reach me on twitter or facebook if y'all one to. I'll check it once every 2 to 5 days.
ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR EOYs!
Peace&Love, Jeremy =)
who are you to command me here and there? you've helped me but i DID NOT sign a certain agreement or whatsoever to listen to every single thing you want me to do. When your mood is good, then i'll be treated well. if not, i'll get all the farkin' shiitz from you? WTF man. I deserve my own freedom and i think i know very well what i should do! it's high time you change yourself and stop telling others to do so. check yourself before you check others. you weren't even brought up well, what right have you to lecture me? are you that respectful too? only you know the answer!
2:01 AM
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Double SMILEY FACE :) :)
HAHA. its 12.37am right now? I just came back from church practice plus dinner with my awesome friends! at 6pm, met claire and natalie for mass and after which, we got our HOLY SPIRIT YOUTH tee! yay! LOL.
Anyways, the FREED p&w practice(which took place from 7.30pm to 10pm) was great! everything has been settled and we're all set for FREEd(an event for all youths) later in the evening! After the practice, Audrey, Eunice, Damien, Tarcia, Jon, Aug, Becky, Joel and I went to Hwa Nam for our dinner! most of us ordered 'xian yu chao fan'(salted fish fried rice) and teh peng(iced tea)! I really enjoy going out with them for a meal coz THEY(audrey,eunice,tarcia,damien) ALWAYS HAVE GOOD JOKES TO SHARE! just now they joked about some miss universe, ah beng and blonde stuff! AND AND they immitated their fav lame and funny advertisement! HAHAHAHA. i really laughed non-stop! :D :D :D Later in the evening is FREEd! I'll be the backup singer(together with andre and claire)! I'm super psyched up about it! can't wait to see the crowd and everyone, especially the FUEL people who worked super duper hard for this! oh, and hopefully I can snap MANY MANY photos of the whole event(and not forgetting with the FUEL-ers as well)!! oh, before i go, just wanna give a shoutout to my 'twin' brother: HAPPY FOURTEENTH BIRTHDAY JEREMY LEONG!You're a year mature now, HAHA :)
Alrighty, i gotta sleep now... its gonna be a LONGGGGGG day tomorrow! Peace&Love, Jeremy =)
yesterday's P&W practice for FREEd was a success! there'a another practice tomorrow evening, hehe :)
Anyways, I've decided to be super nice and post the SEASON PREMIER EPISODE of Ellen season 7 here! enjoy it :) as you can see, some parts were missing(the millionaire thing and closing part)
Ellen season 7 promo trailer!
Ellen season 7- intro I
Ellen season 7- intro II
David Beckham on the season premier of Ellen season 7! I
David Beckham on the season premier of Ellen season 7! II
Lady GAGA on ellen season 7 premier!
p.s.: check out www.ellenshop.com for new Ellen Show merchandises! the new tumbler, hoodie and tees are cool :)
Yeap! Those were the 'delayed' photos of the camp... Actually those were the best TWO photos, it shows the 'unity and togetherness' of 3Grace!
Anyways, today was tiring... Had tuition in the morning, rushed back for lunch, then rushed to Church. Sadly only I, Damien, Tarcia, Thomas, Aug, Claire and Natalie could make it. We were supposed to practice for FREEd. BUT due to unforseen circumstances, we couldn't. So it was purely a prayer session(we gave thanks to God for all the goodness and love he has showered us with) plus 3 acoustic songs. After which, we slacked... At around 6.30pm, I and Aug went to Ritz for strudel while the rest ate dinner at Swensen's.
TOMORROW IS GONNA BE A SUPER TIRING DAY TOO! TWO tuitions- one in the morning, one in the afternoon, & P&W practice. We're gonna meet in church at 6pm to attend mass. after mass dinner. after dinner, P&W practice! I guess I'll be home at around 11pm tomorrow? :/
Alrighty, gotta do my revision and stuff now,
Peace&Love,
Jeremy =) h
today I found out A LOT of stuff. some i guess were lies, but some were the truths.. some were shocking, some weren't at all. I don't wanna side anyone, REALLY. but neither do I wanna see both my friends(one sibling and one new friend) KILLING each other. or at least one killing th other. It's both parties fault. But, what can I say... I only can hope for peace between em' both. Hopefully God can get rid of the hatred present among em'.
9:06 PM
Music Video Of The Week (XI)
yerrr, i know... I've been on a short hiatus, that's why there weren't any MVs for the past few weeks. HEHE. sorry man :)
Anyways, here's this week's MVs! I've decided to be 'extra kind' and post THREE(which means there'll be no reviewing... I'll only review when its one or two MVs)! HAHA :
EVACUATE THE DANCEFLOOR by CASCADA
BEFORE HE CHEATS by CARRIE UNDERWOOD
(3Grace students might find this familiar!)
WHERE ARE YOU NOW by HONOR SOCIETY(taken of the Bandslam soundtrack)
Quote of the day: (thanks to Emily Teng) When the world seems to have turned its back on you... turn to the ONE person who will never turn His back on you.....
& before I go, just wanna wish my awesome sis, Shirlene, A VERY HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY :) thanks for being there when I needed help, always (:
for the past few weeks & days, I've gained some new friends but lost some too...
NEW FRIENDS/siblings: (I won't mention names) they really helped me a lot, motivated me when I needed someone to talk to, especially when I was feeling down(in the camp, church, family probs etc). Without them, I wouldn't have made it through the stormy days of my life... Thank God for em'! FRIENDS/siblings LOST: (I won't mention names) I really don't know how that happened. It seems to have took place overnight... Did I do anything wrong? no, i'm very sure. I just didn't talk to her/him/them for a while coz both parties were busy. I am trying to make things up to her/him/them BUT nothing is changing. Instead, she/he/they is/are drifting away further and further away... & when I'm around, I'm treated as an invinsible fella? WTF. I guess if you're treating me like this, I'll treat you back the same way. so be it. If you're smart, you'll know who I'm refering to(it could or could not be you, who knows. If you're guilty, then its definitely you.)...
I hope I'll manage to forget about the past and focus on the present and future....
okay okay! so i finally picked up the effort to update my blog(feelin' kinda lazy nowadays, HAHA)! [ I've got a lil' prob uploading the photos... bear with me for a while yeah? :)] KOTA TINGGI CAMP Date: 2nd to 4th September '09 I can't remember all the activities from A - Z, so I'll just 'summarise' what we did...
the Bus Ride: It was an ordinary bus ride lahaha. 90% of us slept in the bus! It was a 2 hour bus journey to and fro. 3 of the buses were air-conditioned. The bus that took us to the river was not air-conditioned but it wasn't that bad. the Tent: I slept with Melvin, Reuben, Bryan, Marcus and the DOG&COWARD :) . It wasn't comfortable at all... It was basically a 'cover' above a concrete platform. there were lizards, red ants, frogs, grasshoppers, snails and crickets in and around our tents. I couldn't really sleep coz it was suppppperrrrrr hot too but nevertheless, it was an experience I never had before. the Toilet: we did our 'big business', 'small business' and bathed there. the drain was choked coz of leaves and tissues. There were lizards and snakes around that area. But at least we managed to get a bath and cleaned ourselves after a day's activity. the Food: it didn't taste very good. It was just really normal edible food... We had Noodles+Alternative for breakfast, Meat+Vege+Alternative+Rice for lunch and dinner, and bread/cake+milo for supper.
WEDNESDAY: We left school at around 8.30am and reached the camp site at 11.30am, i think. The whole day was filled with activities around the camp site, which were mainlyteam-bonding ones such as Indiana Jones and my favourite, the Jetty Jump! After all the activities, we bathed, had dinner and then went to see fireflies at the Johore Bahru river...came back 2 hours later, had to write reflections and then supper. lights out at 11.30pm! THURSDAY: woke up at 6.30am and assembled at the canteen for breakfast at 7am! After which, we walked straight to the Kota Tinggi Waterfall for almost 2 or 3 hours. After an hour of walking, we stopped in the middle of the forest for lunch. we cooked our own instant noodles, sausages and baked beans. After lunch, we continued walking till we reached the waterfall. Upon arrival, we jumped straight into the super cold water and splashed it at each other! The most terrible thing was that I had dropped my specs inside the river slash waterfall. but thanks to Marcus(and melvin), I managed to get it back! While moving up to the 'dry platform', the rocks were damn slippery and I almost slipped, but thanks to my classmates, friends and instructors, I managed to make my way up there safe and sound. Oh, did I mention we made Mdm Teo(our form teacher) and Mr Kang(our maths teacher) wet from head to toe? HAHA. After all the fun we had, we had to make our way back to the camp site. & yes, we walked back in our wet and 'sand-filled' shoes. We reached back at 5pm(we trekked for 6 hours!). Before we could bathe, we had to do another activity(which I can't remember). Bathed at 6pm, dinner at 7pm. After that, we were suppose to perform for campfire but sadly it was cancelled because 3Truth had not came back from their mountain trekking... poor guys, they trekked from 10am and only came back at 1.30am the next morning! :( the rest of us who were at the campsite did our reflection and then slept at 12mn. FRIDAY: all of us in the tent woke up at 7am(which was half an hour late)! Immediately, we brushed our teeth and then were instructed to pack up and do area cleaning. At 7.45am, we had our breakfast and then did some admin stuff before leaving at 10.30am. reached Singapore at 1.30pm :) ( lunched with Jieying, Reuben, Roger and Kok Yong at Pizza Hut after we reached school!)
My thoughts&feelings: On a whole, this camp really made me appreciate the home, family and most importantly friends(and classmates) that I have. They really helped me throughout the whole camp, ensuring that I don't fall while completing the different activities and trekking to the waterfall. If it weren't for em', I would have died there. We constantly motivated and helped each other when anyone faced difficulties. I could really sense the togertheness among us and I can honestly say we became closer as a class through this trip! :D
Peace&Love, Jeremy =)
p.s.: I SHOULD HAVE GONE FOR NDYD YESTERDAY! Should have cancelled all my appointments and activities :( sighs! hmmph, hope there's one again next year!
just came back from a 3D2N camp at kota tinggi! the activities were superbly fun! especially the water ones and not forgetting the Kota Tinggi Waterfall!!! :) but the sleeping area(tent) and toilet sucked, big time.... Anyways, after we came back, I went for lunch with Reuben, Roger, Jieying and Kokyong at PIZZA HUT! (burps).
Alrighty, i'll talk more about the camp and stuff pretty soon(hopefully by this week).. but right now, i gotta get ready for FUEL later!! Peace&Love, Jeremy =)